It sounds like you're expressing a deep feeling of trying to grasp and connect with the world, yet feeling misunderstood or disconnected in return. This kind of experience can come from many places—differences in values, communication styles, or simply the complexity of human relationships. Sometimes, the world feels vast and impersonal, making it hard for our individual experiences to be fully recognized or validated. It's also possible that what you understand or perceive is unique, and others might not see things the same way, which can create a sense of isolation. If you'd like, I can help you explore these feelings more deeply or suggest ways to find connection and understanding both within yourself and with others. Would you like to talk more about this?